Sunday, June 05, 2005

Nothing Was Delivered

I went window shopping today. I bought samples of curtain material. I checked furniture, ticked off brochures, made list of plants and fittings, hunted for bargains and selected metres of furnishings. Then I returned home and dreamt about the day I would sip tea in my balcony and enjoy the skies pouring - alone.

Things were not meant to be this way. I was supposed to do this house thing with a significant other. Why is it that when my friends start having babies it hurts so much? I hate my hormones. The bastards are not supposed to kick in just now.

2 Comments:

At 11:47 AM, Blogger Demian said...

Hey you - it looks like Liverpool Library have finally accepted you aren't porn and so I can reach you/comment etc. Would like to say something positive and encouraging about significant others but I can't really think of much and all the things people would tell me to encourage/reassure etc when I was down about being single just made me feel worse. Sorry to be so useless but glad to reading you again.

*hugs*

 
At 2:17 PM, Blogger Plumpernickel said...

Lovely to have you here again. I was wondering where everyone's been! I have been blocked at many places because of that problem, God knows why? I'm actually feeling much better than my posts sound.

 

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