Walk of Shame

This makes me cry. I remember a similar walk in which I was told I was too plump. Funny, how this was discovered only when his mother pointed out that I was "shaped like an apple and so ready to drop dead anytime". Sometimes one can almost feel one's heart chipping off bit by bit. Which is why I still have a hard time getting used to the fact that I'm actually attractive. Not attractive enough to turn heads, because I am plump, but attractive enough to have someone never get tired of me. If I was on Oprah, I'd say, "I'm beautiful inside, sniff!" I'm actually not, I'm nasty and whimsical and critical, but I'm not a woman who could ever let anyone get bored.