Taken By Surprise

I hate people. Most people. I really do. I don't want anyone crowding around me. I don't expect people to love me or to be warm to me simply because I don't love most people and am not warm to most people. I'm not proud of being an asshole. My asocial behaviour stems from many factors - unconventional, somewhat eccentric parents, the boring predictableness of most people, not being able to small talk and being very, very self-obssessed. So, I am taken by surprise when I encounter warmth. I met someone who I've met many times, but who by no stretch of imagination do I consider a friend, so I was taken by surprise at the air kissing. I really need help with my social skills!!!